I have to stop acting smart...I am not smart...I never was, I never will be...I see the way that people can elegantly express their emotions or make witty remarks about the the hypocrisy of the world....How whatever they write is so finely put together that it makes even the smartest remark that I have ever spewed out accidentally seem like the excrements of a homeless person with a horrible case of the runs....How they can have an opinion on almost everything that actually makes rational sense....But I am not that...My deep level thinking usually revolves around the thoughts of why no one has been able to genetically engineer pokemon...It saddens me that I bring down the standards of most people...Though in a good way I am so clueless that it makes even the simplest of simpletons seem like a graduate of harvard, yale, or some other ivy league school. In fact I know that this whole post has made no sense at all...and if it has please seek medical attention quickly because you know that the incoherent babblings of an emotionally unstable individual should not be understood, but rather studied so that you can somehow find a cure for this nonsensical writing....
Oh woe is me! For I have been living a lie all my life..."yes you are smart" "you are going to achieve something"
poppycock i say! Oh how i wish upon a star that is meant for wishing that my wish that I wish does come true...one of these days I would like to feel like I am the "smart" person people claim I am...
As i sit here in the vast emptiness that is my walled of room
I am left to imagine what it is like being smart...
does it hurt?..does it tingle?
On a completely unrelated note I am glad that in it's on weird way this has been very therapeutic for myself..I know that most of you will not read this..in fact i'd be shocked if someone did...but if by some very slim chance you decided to put yourself through the torture that are my thoughts I apologize greatly....
Imagine this as trippy movie that only gets weirder every time you see it
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