The Blog that was not supposed to be a blog

So as i sit here laying in bed I am wondering why I even have rough drafts to these blasted blogs!....Every day at 6th period I sit at my table and plan things out. I go through a process, I come up with a witty title, think of a very deep topic, then write about said topic. But then i get home and what happens....I forget to write it or I don't feel like typing. I do want to talk about these topics, I mean i still have some ones that I need to discuss: My "Every Man Must Accept" project, super sexy fun time, and some song ones. There is so much that I need to do in life but I don't have the drive to do it.....Oh well

(haha I just did one of those "sorry for not posting" blogs...in like the most subtle way ever...SCORE!)

You take some Beyond add some Scoop and you get a Blog!

Hahaha thanks to Beyond i have found some new music and I must say I am hooked!

The song that I am in love with at the moment is "Far" by Jonah Knight, his website here

I joined his mailing list and I got 6 free songs and I must say i love them. Go check them out....but now onto me.

I am bored and do not want to study...I'm training my pokemons though lol..got them up to level 60 and i still haven't gotten the last two badges yet! woo me! Pokemon SoulSilver Version go buy the game and battle me lol

I've learned that strangers talk to me more than my friends :D

So as I sit here in my cold dark room I have two things that come to mind: why don't I turn on the light? and how long do you think it is really gonna last? I mean seriously something is gonna happen and BAM back to the beginning.

Well as far as making friends go today was a ok day. I gotta say I love omeggle, no penises on camera...heck there a no cameras..and you have to rely on your ability to talk to people. The anonymity helps but I would like to think I can make friends because of my personality....damn I need to pick another song to listen to....not because they don't know who I am....yay a good song.

WAIT!!!!!!!!! Why don't I go on last.fm or pandora? I am sooo weird, I mean I keep on writing these stupid blogs, Do people actually read them? Should I care if you read them?

Ahhhh i love writing nonsensically while listening to music...it makes it feel like if what i am writing is very important and not just the ramblings of some bored 18 year old douchebag with too much time on his hands...Nope what i am writing is literature..yeah that is what it is...let me tell you a story..gather round, it is pretty interesting if you love lame stories.

There once was a boy, he was not a typical boy, he felt that he needed a girlfriend to be cool. That was what he aimed for, a girl. So this led him to fall in love with every girl that he met. He crushed on every single girl he met. While having crushes is not bad, he got them soo bad he got depressed really bad whenever one of these girls actually fell in love with a guy they wanted to be with. Not only that but he failed to see the girls that actually liked him. So to deal with his "pain" he made a blog......HAHAHAHA

See I am a story teller.....I do want a Girlfriend though....I guess when the time is right..oh well BACK TO YOUTBE!!!!!!!!

The only way to make it is to fake it!

A wise man once told me "when god gives you lemons you find a new god!"...this seems perfectly reasonable to me. The only problem is that I haven't been given lemons!!! :( I want my lemons dammit!!! Maybe I can make lemonade with them too? Which leads to my next point: I AM ALWAYS THIRSTY! . Maybe I ma being told that I should try and find this "thing" that will cure my thirst. Something that will solve all my problems, I get it now! I am on a quest, a quest to find something to quench my thirst, and this thing will make my life complete. Or I could just be thirsty? ;)

So as I write this I have many thoughts flowing through my head......DUH! just like everyone else....no stupid I mean my type of thoughts!....which are?....ummm you know the usual....the usual being?....ummm stuff you know....sex?....NO! well kinda, but who doesn't think about sex?....normal people!....so you are saying i'm not normal?.....kinda.....well that isn't the only thing, you are making me out to be a pervert....well you are!...not all the time, i'm way more nerdy than perverted.....sure!....i'm serious!....yeah I bet you are...do you wanna know what I was thinking about?............is that a yes?...sure..I was thinking about how no one loves me....oh way to get all emo on me...what it is true!...yeah everyone in the world hates you, you are unloved and will die alone...yep basically..idiot i was being sarcastic!...no you weren't, that is how I feel....ohh boo hoo baby, man up, you are barely 18 years old....well this is the high time of my life....oh really now?....yes it is...well get back to me when you are happily married to the girl of your dreams and have kids running around and tell me when you were 18 was the best time of your life....gah!!!! you suck.....haha