Trying to be something you are not totally makes you cool!

If i wanted to be profound I would just say something profound right?

Well I don't know if I should do the typical "oh i'm soooo sorry for not posting on here so much!" or if i should try to do my own thing and tell you to suck it and deal with the lack of posts!

*Isn't bitching about not wanting to conform conforming?*

Well yeah it has been awhile since I last typed something that had meaning....and i don't mean on this little 'ol blog of mine.

Now as far as actually typing something with substance i must say that I can not think of anything.....for once in my life I am out of thoughts, I don't have any drama (fake or real) that i want to express, I do not feel like the world is ignoring me...I am truly at the point where I can say my life is boring.

I spend my days on the internet browsing youtube videos, or talking to a girl who wants nothing to do with me......wow i'm such a loser!
Hopefully one of these days I can have fun....and i don't mean at my house. I wanna go out and talk to people i've never met before. I wanna go drinking...this way people will think that I am cool.....hopefully even get wasted enough so I finally bang some chick.....maybe just some random chick i have just met....get to leave her after I am done and never see her again.....and once I am done with all of that go drinking again and do it all over again!

Now that sounds like a plan.......maybe I can just sit on the sideline of this when all of this is happening and be super judgmental....then I can be a dick and get a girl.....girls love people who are dicks!

Hey while I am at it i should just go and say that I am a very pure individual and have standards, and then do completely shady things and go against everything that i preach....yes that would be perfect! Now that I have my plans to become something that I am not...I must try to do this!

I mean what's the worst that can happen...I can only see positives in all of this...I mean people will think that I am cool...isn't that what living is all about? I mean if you aren't cool you are not living....Haven't we all heard that is what living is about?

I guess trying to be something that you are not totally makes you cool!

Well as this song nears the end of it's 8th time of being played I must say that I wish I had something talk about...it's weird not knowing what to write about.


I think i will go back to youtube and talking to a girl who doesn't care!